Today is the last day of September. How did that happen?! I am starting to feel a real sense of urgency to get back to normal and get my house in order. We are hurtling full speed towards the end of the year and there are three holidays between now and then.
Instead of feeling satisfied with my progress so far, I have begun feeling impatient again. Yes, I know, I need to slow down and relax. The problem is that I still feel that I was robbed. I lost an entire month of my life and there is nothing I can do to get it back...
...sigh...
Okay. I think I've got that out of my system. I have to focus on the present and quit being bitter about what I lost. I am so grateful for my life and everything in it. Sometimes I lose sight of the fact that things could have turned out quite differently for me. I really believe that I am going to make a full recovery - I just have to be more patient with myself.
In the meantime, I am going to do my exercises and be grateful all the things I CAN do. I just have to give myself a little more time...
